It should not have happened.

But it happened.

You should not have done it, but you did.

You should not have gone there, 

but you went and so on and so on, endlessly.

And now you have to live with the memories and

consequences of that what happened.

This is what man's life is like outside of grace.

It's full of guilt, shame and regrets.

Man's soul is  haunted by memories

and consequences of things

that should not have happened.

Some add another burden to their soul by saying,

that grace is not true, it's too easy, it's not right.

Well,

I take it.

Otherwise I cannot see

how could I live another sane day

in this world of sin and misery.

Grace gives me the right to smile again.

It's the only way to make it as a believer

in this present evil world.